Attracted to Imperfection and the Beauty of Chaos

‘How can it be?’ he asks, ‘That this heart is...

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 22:20:30 -0800

‘How can it be?’ he asks,
‘That this heart is in two?’
I reply, ‘one half has him
And the other has you.
With him I am warm
And for once feel alive.
The half for you has frozen cold,
It refuses to thrive.
Though it seems so dead,
Like all hope is lost,
When you return to my arms,
There is no more frost.
That’s my worst fear
Yet my heart’s hidden desire.
Don’t ever come back,
To rekindle the fire.
So much is nigh,
And freedom I taste.
I long for the pain,
For the tiny embrace.
His soul has merged with mine
And from there blooms another.
Your half of my heart,
I need to be a mother.
Please give it back,
Unscathed and whole.
Let me be one with him,
And in our unity extol
The purity and light
We have created within.
Don’t make me stray,
Don’t make me sin.
What nonsense there is,
Thinking it’s something you do.
The actions are mine,
The responsibility too.’
You look at the floor,
And with sadness you sigh,
‘I’ll always love you’
And a part of you dies.
My hands desperately tangle,
And I start to cry.
At the same time though,
I feel I could fly.
He’s all I need,
And I’ll never want more.
I’m excited to see
What this life has in store.
‘Im sorry,’ I say,
As we look at each other.
‘Don’t be,’ you reply,
‘Your heart belongs to another.’

Give me butterflies Kiss me slowly. Run your hands down my...

Sat, 09 Feb 2013 21:23:48 -0800

Give me butterflies
Kiss me slowly.
Run your hands down my body,
Love me, and me only.
Forever is here,
Lets never part.
I give you all of me,
Because you already have my heart

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noelbadgespugh: Meow Nouveau Study

Tue, 11 Dec 2012 19:53:33 -0800

noelbadgespugh:

Meow Nouveau Study

It’s a terrible thing to try to stop loving someone, to want to hate them, and not being able...

Fri, 20 Jul 2012 22:30:28 -0700

It’s a terrible thing to try to stop loving someone, to want to hate them, and not being able to.

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Are fun-house mirrors just silly objects? Or are they a...

Sun, 22 Jan 2012 14:36:00 -0800

Are fun-house mirrors just silly objects? Or are they a reflection of the disgusting grotesqueness that lies within the heart? Anyone can hide the inner demons within with outer appearances, but somehow these seldom thought-of objects bridge the world of disguise with the true demonic ugliness of the human being.

You have the time to smoke. You have the time to see your boys. You have the time to play...

Fri, 20 Jan 2012 19:16:53 -0800

You have the time to smoke.

You have the time to see your boys.

You have the time to play games.

You have the time to sit and watch TV.

You have the time to hang out with my friends.

But somehow you do not have the time for me.

You have time for what ever your heart desires. Not me.

Caught in the moment <33

Mon, 16 Jan 2012 22:04:36 -0800

Caught in the moment <33

Sometimes it feels like a heart is no place to be singing from...

Mon, 16 Jan 2012 09:30:06 -0800

Sometimes it feels like a heart is no place to be singing from at all.

oh yes

Sun, 15 Jan 2012 18:19:28 -0800

oh yes

:)

Sun, 15 Jan 2012 18:15:34 -0800

What is it really about? ;)

Sun, 15 Jan 2012 18:02:33 -0800

What is it really about? ;)

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Sun, 15 Jan 2012 17:59:07 -0800

staff: Tumblr celebrates New Years! Tumblr and Bestbuy would like to wish everyone on Tumblr a...

Tue, 03 Jan 2012 14:14:56 -0800

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